Discipline

Discipline. I have none.

You'd think that knowing this would kick me into gear, right? Nope.

You'd think that knowing this, and seeing the effects of this, that I'd strive to change. That'd I'd be so mortified, that I'd check myself. That fear would settle in my heart as worry settles in your gut. And that the fear and worry would cause me to step up to the plate.

Nope.

And somehow, I think there must be someone to blame for this, right? I mean, I can't be at fault, can I???? Surely not!

But, alas, I don't even have the discipline to make myself find someone to blame....